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Hello there. The name is Jaclyn Ang. Currently schooling at SP, having the time of my life, not. Am very obsessed with SuJu, especially LeeTeuk. Need more discipline to start studying. I wouldn't consider myself a bowler anymore. But uhwells, have fun reading this boring so-called cyber diary of mine. Do tag before you leave, hun. Cheers <3
Love me, hate me, up to you. If you don't like me, just go and don't ever come back.

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Anchal. Enseilia. Fel. Ilma. Huichiang. Shawn Lui. Beverly Goh. Candy Goh. Alex Mui. Weiyang.

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Friday, April 23, 2010

I'm still living this nightmare.

Hello world.

School has been pretty demanding, but I'm glad so much is taking up my time that I do not have time to worry abt stuff like getting along with people in my class, I fail so I'm going to get over it. Mechanics, engineering math, they are all demanding subjects that seemed to be vying for every single ounce of my energy, my sanity. Don't blame me if I start talking equations to you, I simply cannot help it. I got my calculas textbook today, that's right, informally, it's the bible of calculas, so thick, so heavy and so full of calculas. Imagine how much pain I went thru carrying it home. Life sucks so bad.

I went to meet Wanting just now to study and have dinner. I know I condemn macs sometimes but I had no choice but to have it for dinner cause I had to save every single moment I can possibly get to spend it on work. But the studying part was a total failure. 5 questions in 2 hours, how much stupider can I get? Those math work simply need too much analysing alr. My workload is piling like some mount everest. So much to do, so little discipline. That purple phone of mine is a big big distraction as well, according to Wanting since it rings every few minutes and kinda pissed her off, so I got to put it away the next time I decide to do some productive studying. I promise I will.

Help! The emo cells are multiplying, it won't be too long till I decide to live in my own world. Which normal being has so much going on and still have so much time to dwell in the past? Gawd, I'm one weird person. Come back to Earth please Jac. So many people around me is down. Before I can even comfort them and be thr for them, I need to brace myself first. I really want to be thr for every single one of my friends. Maybe I should keep myself even more occupied by joining more clubs and cca, just like Ense, 6 clubs/ccas, power-packed! The ultimate thing is to stop thinking abt the past so much and just concentrate on the present. I'm going to be fine, I know I will be.

Alrighty, too much of ranting is not good for health actually. And besides, the only way to not emo is to not think so much. I'm going to pull thru, watch me. Later.

I've fell and now I've fallen again. Question is, how am I going to stand up again?

Bye world.

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I'm hoping I made the right decision this time.