
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Sometimes, there's nothing you can say.Hello world.
I'm very very tired. And that is an understatement. It feels like the first week of sports school 4 years ago. I'm not having enough sleep and rest and I go to school everyday just to waste my time away and fall asleep in lectures. Suddenly, I miss secondary school so much. My friends, teachers, boarding life. Those were some crazy times but yet they were the time of my life. It's funny how these ppl used to be the bane of my life, how they weere just nothing but strangers to me, yet they are the ones I miss so much now. And school life isn't going to be the same ever, without them.
Sometimes things come and go into my life so quickly that I don't even know of their existence. Other times, I just take whatever I have for granted, thinking that it'll always be there for me as and when I need it. Then they start walking out one by one. Little did I know that they didn't walk out because of what I say or what I do or rather than what I
did not say and do.
Oh man, the emoness is all gashing back, this sucks. Okay, maybe, maybe I'm just tired and I need to sleep. Damn, I haven even touch on my Math work yet. I've got to be the laziest and the one with the most excuses amongst my friends now. And not to mention, I have
more math tmrw. Damn, someone please save me from this agony. School is at 8 am tmrw, how much more dreadful can it get man. Sigh.
Hi two-headed snake. It's been long. Have you ever learnt anything after reading my post and all? I bet you haven, I'm betting you don't even know that I'm talking abt you because you can still happily come talk to me and pretend like we are some kind of close friends. Just so you know, ppl will start walking out of your life one by one. That's right, including me. Maybe before you blame other ppl for doing what they are doing, you should turn around and look at yourself in the mirror, are you the kind of person that your friends think you are? That you do things what a normal teenager does not do and expect your friends to cover them for you? I had enough of trying to ask you to quit something bad for you and in return, you just bombard me with more excuses, some of them don't make sense. You disappoint me, so badly, because deep down inside, I know you can be someone better than who you are now. I know they always say you should accept your friends for who they are. But I can't do that, which is why I'm walking away now. Cheers to you and your life. i suggest you do something quick before the rest get moving.I think, maybe, you are not the one.Bye world.
two thousand three hundred and four ♥
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